Thursday, 5 July 2012

oh..!!

o wounded heart 
your suffering has brought tears to my eye
your story aint anything 
but a fable that you had to cry 

you were the safest in your shell
but your first step into this world 
was into a depe mire called hell

neither did the plunderers forsake you
not did the looters overlooked you
your bad luck never abandoned you
nay the grief left you

o wounded heart 
your suffering has brought tears to my eye
your story aint anything 
but a fable that you had to cry 
the dark meadows never let joy shine on you
never did the shade of sadness left you
the waves of depression never swept you aside
nor did the valleys of pain forbade you to enter
the clouds of betrayal never left your skies 
neither let showers of love dampen you

your frail spirit was noble
but purity has its price
u had to end yourself
in nothing but painful cries


o wounded heart 
your suffering has brought tears to my eye
your story aint anything 
but a fable that you had to cry 


a letter for my faithful..!!


When I walk in a crowded street all alone I always recognise you among everyone. I can't say that you shock or surprise me yet you leave me all dumb. Am I supposed to rejoice for having you by my side even when the world's against me or feel sad and pity myself as iam left with nothing but you. Even though our journey doesn't last long but you always come back. When my best of friends abandon me you are one loyal thing thet always resists my rage and rejection. I love you for some time then curse you for the rest, I forage for ways and alternatives to cheat on you and you had always known that but your love for me was far greater and never lessened an ounce by my futile abandonments. At moments I feel your arms around me and your consoling caress, in fact my most unforgettable times comprise you. Even now when I just need a shoulder to cry on, a heart to feel me you come to me again. You are so selfless that I can never express your importance in mortal ways or words. When the world had stained me with unspeakable sins and god forsaked me you cared for me and never left my side. Why do you love me so much ? I've been unfaithful to you my disloyalty describes the endings of our stories yet you still yearn for me. Your too good to be true so please leave me like everyone else. Your endurance rewrites legends bearing my burden n grumbles of my thought and grief. I've never hated you nor loved you either for you have done your part so well that even my spilled blood smiles at your love for me. Oh! My Abstract Depression your love for me is so fierce that death itself fades away so that I can be with you..!

Monday, 25 June 2012

Can't do then Don't say...!!

casually i turned on my blackberry to check what tweets i had got and my favourite times of india tweeted abt an article about a review of aamir khans show "SATYAMEV JAYATE".
When i started reading it the columnist clearly mentioned that she hasnt seen a single episode of the show and jokingly mentioned it as a confession. Then when i went on she compared his show to an 80's show which was more or less the same. Here arose my first question, when she dint bother to watch even an episode then how can she even comment and compare it . Just coz a commercial and well known actor is hosting it soesnt make it a worthless and unprivileged show. She then said that she went through many reviewsa of the show and is judging on that . There arised my next point. Every human has a different perspective and she has her own ( hope she does ) then how can she blindly trust any random publishers review and verdict . If she was so concerned about the show and its impact she couldve rather watched the show and then give the overline criticism about it. The next comment she made was about the host and how he was just like any other star trying to make it to the idiot box. Well when she can go on criticising about people in the weekly once column giving nothing but a nonsense and illogical waste of the newspaper space which is often good for nothing then whats wrong with an actor who is bringing out socially hushed issues to the judgement of public giving enough evidence and information for people to realise how india's glory is fading away due to the greed and selfishness of a few people. If she would atleast step down from her husband layed golden carpet to the world laid concrete roads and the marble offices can she realise what impact the show is having.
It has been almost a month since the show has been airing and in four weeks four issues which is affecting the country on a whole have been boldly put up for public judgement the issues dealing with female foeticide , sexual abuse , honour killing , medical corruption have become more than just a seldom news repot. When i walk into a coffee shop i see a group of teenage friends actually talking about them aloud . I was shocked to see that the shows effort has encouraged people to talk discuss and judge it. And our dear reportes says that she would prefer coffee n gossip with her friends and family that watch a show which was effecting the nation.
What she said about the actor may or may not be true . But even with those factors sidelined the shows objective is to awaken the people and involve then in the functioning of a country and evidently it has proven itself as there have been reactions from people and pressure on the respective organisations to change policies and implement norms for the betterment of the people.
I know she may be a very big socialite and her perspective matters but even a staunch critic would rise up to a show which is socially accepted , productive and useful unlike her worthless criticism of hardworking people. Well hope she realises that at the age of sixty she must be teaching good manners and morals rather than degrading humanity and being cold or else no one would be standing over her grave to mourn for her and she would end up in an abandoned state. So if she cant do it she shouldnt be saying about it either . Hope your senile mind gets enlightened with sanity and mutual love for humans.
Dedicated to shoba de.

Friday, 17 February 2012

Scam-I-Am and his Mainstream Jams (with apologies to Dr. Seuss)

I am Scam
I am Scam
Scam-I-Am


That Scam-I-Am
That Scam-I-Am
I do not like that Scam-I-Am


Would you hear
A Mainstream Jam?


I do not like them
Scam-I-Am.
I do not like
those Mainstream Jams.


Would you watch it on T.V?


I will not watch it on T.V.
I will not hear an MP3.
I will not hear
a Mainstream Jam.
I do not like them
Scam-I-Am.


Would you hear it on FM?
Would you share it with a friend?


I will not hear it on FM.
I will not share it with a friend.
I will not watch it on T.V.
I will not hear an MP3.
I will not hear
a Mainstream Jam.
I do not like them
Scam-I-Am.


Would you? Could you?
In a club?
Listen! Listen!
Here's the stuff.


I will not hear it in a Club.
Not at an Inn or in a Pub.
I will not hear it on FM.
I will not share it with a friend.
I will not watch it on T.V.
I will not hear an MP3.
I will not hear
a Mainstream Jam.
I do not like them
Scam-I-Am.


You don't like
my Mainstream Jams?


I do not like them
Scam-I-Am.
I do not like
those Mainstream Jams.


If I insist?
If i persist?
And hound you with the top 10 "hits"?
Or make a video with hot chicks?
Then will you hear my mainstream pick?


I will not hear it
Scam-I-Am,
I do not like
those Mainstream Jams.


But,
Flashy clothes are in the flicks!
The same old tune's in every mix!
The songs have all the same lyrics!
Don't have to think. So whats the risk?


Scam-I-Am, you make me sick,
Your videos are a cunning trick,
To make your corporate products click,
While art is being stomped and kicked!

So I won't hear
a Mainstream Jam,
I like me just the way i am,
I will not stand your greedy plans,
I will not give in Scam-I-Am!

Friday, 16 December 2011

Christmas Movie : The Nightmare Before Christmas

Tim Burton's The Nightmare before Christmas is a beautiful movie that is a visual delight & perfect for both Halloween & Christmas (i've always prefered to watch it during Christmas). It is a story of Halloween Town-a town filled with ghosts , ghouls , monsters & a boogeyman. The story is of Jack Skellington-the pumpkin king & of his love interest Sally-a rag doll made by a scientist who doesn't want her to experience the outside world. He is bored & weary of the sound of screams & the traditional scary Halloween. One day he chances onto Christmas Town-a shiny,& snowy world filled with colorful lights & happy faces & the smells of cakes & pies. He is so excited by the idea of spreading happiness & cheer,he comes back to Halloween Town with gifts & decides they need Christmas. But for that he needs to find out what Christmas means. But for that he needs to replace 'Sandy Claws' & sends out three mischevious kids-Lock , Shock & Barrel to kidnap him.

The movie is great with no boring parts. You can't help but fall in love with Jack & his pet Zero-a ghost with red Rudolf-like nose. It has a great story-line & songs. My personal favourite? The Oogie Boogie Song :)

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Thursday, 24 November 2011

When the Supernova and Black Hole of mine collide.

Note: This might sound fantasy but it is a part of something that I experience usually to find sanity through insanity and bring clarity to my life's hazy reality.

I was sitting alone, on a satellite called Pluto,

It was dry and freezing, yet I felt no cold,

There was a spark that kept me warm,

It was right above my nose,

It was a certain grey matter; more precious than gold,

On it were carved- stories of old,

And events foretold by mystic folk,

It was soft as a clay mould,

Yet hard as a stone,

It was filled with countless nano bolts,

Travelling through liquid paths,

Like dew filling spaces between grass in a Garth,

It had a lot of memories stored,

Stress multiplying by folds,

Yet it held on, providing warmth,


I thought I would get the most,

If I sat inside a red hot star,

So I floated towards the Sun,

Past the blue-ing cold of Neptune and Uranus,

Past Jupiter’s watchful eyes of Storm,

Past the scythes of Saturn,

Past the drying Mars,

Past the dying Earth,

Past the scorching Venus,

And past Mercury; Sun’s tiny son,

And I reached the Star;

It tried to halt me as I advanced,

Whipping me with its monstrous arms,

But I desired its warmth,

So I asked if I could travel to its heart,


After much thinking it let me pass,

And I dived into its gigantic pool of flame,

Tears of joy vanishing into fuming air,

I pushed myself hard and reached its heart,

And saw it burn every membrane,

Like fire melting every screw of a burning train,

My screams of pain ravaged every galactic terrain,

And then I saw it all fade,

As my soul started to liberate,

Like a plane taking off a congested plain,

I could no longer feel my heart, or my brain,

It was not a loss, but rather a gain,

I exploded like a bomb under a sack of grain

Shattered like a glass house pelted by hail

And shimmered like Sun lit rain,

Thus I let go of everything I sustained,


I was finally unchained,

Faster than light I sped through the Milky Way,

And found an empty place in a star filled space,

Starting to concentrate on cusps of fate, I let myself separate

Into a fiery mass of blue, red and orange,

I was now a Supernova with immense light in my hold,

And into a circle of all consuming hate,

I was now also a Black Hole, darkest and most bold,

I was facing the duality of me,

Fed by celestial thoughts that surpassed insanity,

They surpassed the logic of humanity,

A part of me was overflowing and other empty,

I started to consume light by collapsing stars into my black hole,

And illuminated the unending skies around with my Supernova’s light,


And then I waged a war between and against myself,

Two forces of mine cried for a fight,

They stood left and right on a board of black and white,

My Supernova grew in speed and my Black Hole in might,

The former created an arrow of blinding light,

And launched myself onto my former’s pit of darkest night,

And I felt myself collide,

My Supernova fell into my Black Hole,

I felt a sting of hot and cold,

Letting go of my hope,

My will began to subside,

And everything within me died,

The strings of time were denied a tune or rhyme,

Words of my soul fell out of their lines,

And then in the impurity of emptiness something pure came alive,

And like a rush of all emotions I burst into life,

My eyes flung open to light,

As I completed the mystical journey of my inner life that defied time,

And returned to the world of my outer life,

As a Labyrinth of Crypts without lies.



~ Rafi Mr.Green.